you said i could trust you

you said you would be there

but then you left me

stuck in a pit of despair.

how did it happen?

i’d always thought we were close

but it turns out i was wrong

i was the one you hated the most.

the pit is filling up

filled with all the blood

from the knife you plunged in me

as you crushed my heart in the mud.

i’m confused

how could you have changed in a day?

it’s confusing

why won’t the pain go away?

please

tell me why

why were you prepared

to make my heart sink to the floor and cry?

you stole my friends

turned my family against me

why oh why

couldn’t you just let me be?